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Spencer Smith
08 August 2011 @ 05:33 am
 I've run out of words to say, nothing sounds right when I say it aloud to myself. It all sounds cheap, and rehearsed. I know it's too late for my words to actually hold some bearing in the situation, but the longer I wait to say something, the more it's going to eat me alive.

Every time I see something, or I'm reminded of what I don't have, I feel my gut clench a little tighter inside. I know it's a lost cause, I know that we'll never get back to the way we used to be, I know that I can't go back and fix the mistakes I made. I know that.

I just want one day where I'm not reminded of how much I fucked up when I walked away from what I had. I don't even want to go back to that, or get you back, all I want is this feeling to go away.

You're happy, you've moved on. That's fantastic. Now I just wish I could too.

Yes, this is in place of an update about something else major going on in my life. I just don't know if I'm ready to talk about that yet.

None of this matters anymore. Family comes first. kbye.
Spencer Smith
17 July 2011 @ 10:01 pm
 Anon post. Tell me what you really think of me.

Or, just tell me to my face.
Spencer Smith
20 May 2011 @ 06:59 am

Posted by request of High-as-a-kite Brendon.
Spencer Smith
08 May 2011 @ 03:19 pm

Spencer Smith: International Grape Stalker

Let's see. Jess already hit all the major goings on in our lives, moving in together, our puppy, her kit having a permanent place in our house. Jess thinks we're going to die or something, I don't know. She's so irrational sometimes. Why am I dating you again? I don't know. Also, me putting sticks in our sliding windows means we're going to die. So fucking weird. I started this post but now i have no idea what to say. I don't know. Anon post? Anon post.

Tell me your secrets, Greywood.
Spencer Smith
18 April 2011 @ 01:30 am

Sup. My name is Spencer Smith and I'm declaring my love for Brendon Urie.

Spencer Smith
27 March 2011 @ 12:00 am

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